the happier i get, the harder it is to hold back.
i want to be able to let go.
to just be able to feel whatever it is that’s building up.
it’s weird that someone would have to restrain
from actually living happily.
but if it’s what i have to do then
i just have to man up and bite my tongue.
me: (from the kitchen) AHCHOO!
my brother: (from the other side of the house) BLESS YOU!
me: (quietly) hah..thanks..
my brother: YOU’RE WELCOME!